This is an original quote by ME! =D

"One of the best things in life is that when you lose something, you may gain something in return....and sometimes, its something even better than what you've lost... so stop saying that life sucks.... you may be surprised that it knows what to give you and what to take from you" - Siti Amirah Binte Sumardi Sidi

A loss....

Hello people....

Today, I feel like I should blog coz there's so much going on inside my head....so much feelings inside my heart that I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. Sadness, Happiness, Fear...everything!

Coz today, I just lost a cousin. No words can describe how I felt when I got to know about it....I didn't cry. I wasn't able to cry. Maybe the feeling was just too...overwhelming.....the thought that someone close to you has gone to a better place is just....too hard to deal with.....

After I saw him at Nyai's place, I started to break down. I realised that this is for real - This is reality - He is gone. Allah determines his life and this is the way He chooses it to be. I feel defenseless. I feel little. Allah does EVERYTHING,Allah has EVERYTHING! Somehow that fact sank more and more within me. Never have I felt so fearful before in my life....

His passing left a big impact in my life. It taught me the feeling of losing someone close. It taught me how to appreciate life more. It taught me to love unconditionally. And most of all, it taught me the real meaning of Family.

A huge thank you to Tok Mak, Tok Abah, Mak Uteh, Pak Uteh, Mak Uda, Pak Uda, Kak Nadiah, Bibik and Kaklong for coming down just now.....And thanks Kaklong, for lending me your shoulder....felt much better afterwards..... :)

And finally to my Best Friend who is far away: Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for offering your words of comfort even though you're faraway and have better things to do. Thank you for being the bestest friend I can ever ask for....love you loads and I can't wait to see you again! Till then, Take care :)

Sincerely,

Amirah.

Updates! =D

Okay. I know I haven't been updating my blog for a long long time. Shut up. School just took it's toll on me okay? With all the tests and stuff. Hmmm....although, well...okay, the other reason why I haven't been updating is because I am LAZY! Hahahahahahahah!

I have a lot of stuffs to complete..so much to be done....so much to think about that I barely have time to blog. Sometimes, the want to blog is just.....zilch! No mood, no interesting stories....hmmm...

However, I have been wanting to open up a new blog site with new layouts and all but I just do not have the time right now with all these tasks and more tasks coming each day. Sighs. I wonder when my new blog site will be up.

Anyways, I do update my twitter account frequently....but it has been set to private. So in order to read, you guys have to sign up and request to follow.... (: Not too hard to be done...unless you're lazy! =P

It's quite helpful that I am able to update Twitter anytime, anywhere simply by sending an SMS. (: Sometimes, I'll even have a windfall of updates on my thoughts and everything before I go to sleep. Haha. Good sleep inducer! XD

Okays. Guess i'll have to stop now. Back to my tasks for the day~! TOODLES! =D

Sincerely,

Amirah.

Boooriiingg~~!!!!!!!

So I have about a week till school finally reopens! I am done sitting at home and stoning all day! Ha ha. I want to go back to schooooollll~~!!!!!! Uwaaaa!!!!!

Monday is handing in assignment time and tuesday is visiting with the NYP people! The after that, my currently 'pending outings' will commence. Then its back to schoooool~! Yipppeeeee~! =D

Sighs. This is getting so lame. I even have nothing interesting to blog about. Haiyo.

Guess i'll just sign off then.

P/S: Megumi Lim Hui Ai! You happy now?! I updated because of you leh~!!!!!!! XP

*Sighs*

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Iftar @ Irsyad

Hello People! =D

Broke my fast @ Irsyad just now. Was nice although it lacked atmosphere compared to the old building at Newton. Although the building in Newton lacked the physical score, it gave the perfect iftar atmosphere. Hehe. I liked how we used to pray at the court under the stars with just very dimmed lights. The place was huge with lots of open space and when the imam read the prayers, it just filled the whole silence. It will just be the sound of the prayers and i honestly miss that feeling.

On a lighter note, although the new building lacked atmosphere, the feeling of coming back to irsyad is just....very very nice! Why? Because of the people. It's those faces that I used to see day in day out for 11 years of my life there. They mean a lot to me. I may not express it but yeah.... (:

And I guess its the only place where I can find a lot of people sharing the same frequency and wavelength as me and It's very easy to initiate conversation with them.....no hesitations needed! *grins*

Anyways, we had porridge first thing at the mosque. After that comes Maghrib prayers. Then it was off to eat nasi briyani in a 'dulang'. The briyani was sooooo NICE! =D

After which when Isyak came we did our Isyak and afterwards Terawih and Witir prayers...The doa qunut lasted 15 minutes lah! Hahahah. But its okay (:

When all ended it was 9.45pm already. Went down, chatted a bit to juniors and seniors to update each other about each other's lives.....Afterwards I had to rush home since it was kinda late and my mum told me not to reach home late again! *gasps*

Heh. So yup. Overall, it was a night very well spent! Loved it! :)

Yessa!!!!!

In summary:

1) Clinicals has ended. Like, FINALLY!

2) One week till the end of ramadhan.

3) One week till the beginnning of Syawal.

4) I haven't bought my hari raya shoes.

5) I still NEED to get STARTED on my assignments already! Argh! Lazy! ZZZZZ....

6) I need to go down to NCC one 'fine' day this week to get my supervisor to sign my clinical observation report. Sian! =.='

7) I can sleep more tomorrow!!!! :)

Sigh. So much to do.

I should really cut down on number 7! LoL. XP

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